Creating “Past, Present, Future” was a deeply personal journey for me—a self-portrait that delves into the trials I’ve faced, the choices I’ve made, and the hope I hold for the future. Each element in this digital artwork is rich with symbolism, weaving together a narrative of conflict, resilience, and optimism.
The process began with a series of photographs. I set up my camera and lighting to capture the initial idea, posing to reflect the introspective and forward-looking themes I wanted to convey. These photos served as the foundation upon which the painting would evolve.
As I developed the piece, it naturally grew to include more symbols representing different facets of my life. At the heart of the composition is a crystal ball, symbolizing the past—a time of great conflict and reflection. The lightning within and behind the crystal ball poses a haunting question: If I knew then what I know now, would I have made the same choices?
In the portrait, I face toward the right, symbolizing a gaze into the future, with an open palm extended to the viewer—a gesture of transparency and honesty. On the horizon, a glow—ambiguous as either sunrise or sunset—reminds us that endings and beginnings are often intertwined. A subtle demon figure near the sun represents the self-created barriers and fears that can obscure our inner light.
The foreground features waves crashing against jagged rocks, depicting the tumultuous challenges of life, while a distant island on the horizon signifies feelings of isolation and being adrift. Yet, amidst this stormy scene, a shooting star high above stands as a beacon of hope and optimism, suggesting that even in the darkest times, there’s always a guiding light forward.
“Past, Present, Future” is more than just a self-portrait; it’s a reflection on resilience and introspection, acknowledging life’s struggles while embracing the possibilities ahead. Through this piece, I invite viewers to find their own meanings and reflections within the symbols presented.
I’d love to hear your thoughts on this piece and the journey it represents. Feel free to share your reflections or reach out to discuss the artwork further.
